{"id":6087,"date":"2011-01-30T23:40:48","date_gmt":"2011-01-30T21:40:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.breigh.com\/wordpress\/?p=6087"},"modified":"2011-01-30T23:44:35","modified_gmt":"2011-01-30T21:44:35","slug":"30-days-of-truth-day-10","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/archives\/6087","title":{"rendered":"30 Days of Truth: Day 10"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.breigh.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/Day10.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; padding-top: 0px; border: 0px;\" title=\"Day10\" src=\"http:\/\/www.breigh.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/Day10_thumb.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"Day10\" width=\"595\" height=\"108\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Shit, this one is tough.\u00a0 Who\u2019s idea was it for me to do this stupid thing anyway?! haha<\/p>\n<p>I think we all have people we get to know who we find out we don\u2019t really jive with, and I could write about someone like that but I don\u2019t think it\u2019s possible to write a post about them here without somehow hurting their feelings and I don\u2019t want to do that.\u00a0 So I\u2019m going to take it in another direction.<\/p>\n<p>The person I need to let go of and wish I didn\u2019t know is me.\u00a0 No, stay with me here\u2026\u00a0 I mean, the me I used to be.\u00a0 I wish I never knew that humungously fat girl who was brutally insecure and made a mess of her life.\u00a0 I also wish I could let her go, forget she ever existed and move on with my life being who I really want to be.<\/p>\n<p>I know that the things that happen in our life are what shapes us as people, and I suppose it\u2019s good that I still remember that person because it will help me stay motivated to never <em>be<\/em> her again, but that version of me is something I\u2019m not really proud of so looking back on it makes me groan and wish I was seeing someone different.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like I go on and on about this whole old me and new me thing like there is some clear divide, there\u2019s not really\u2026 in a lot of ways I\u2019m still that person, or see myself as that person.\u00a0 That\u2019s why I need to let go, because until I stop living in that bubble of insecurity I\u2019ll never really grow.<\/p>\n<p>If only that was as easy to do as it is to say!<\/p>\n<p>Ok yeah so I copped out on this entry in a way because there could have been an incredibly juicy and gossipy way to go about it but to be honest, I honestly can\u2019t be bothered with the drama it would have caused.\u00a0 Still, what I said was true.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Shit, this one is tough.\u00a0 Who\u2019s idea was it for me to do this stupid thing anyway?! haha I think we all have people we get to know who we find out we don\u2019t really jive with, and I could write about someone like that but I don\u2019t think it\u2019s possible to write a post &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6088,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[553,35,415],"class_list":["post-6087","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","","category-randoms","tag-30-days-of-truth","tag-friends","tag-self-awareness"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6087","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6087"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6087\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6090,"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6087\/revisions\/6090"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6088"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6087"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6087"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6087"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}