{"id":5644,"date":"2010-09-17T07:54:34","date_gmt":"2010-09-17T05:54:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.breigh.com\/wordpress\/?p=5644"},"modified":"2010-09-17T08:10:42","modified_gmt":"2010-09-17T06:10:42","slug":"my-spicy-little-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.canadutch.nl\/blog\/archives\/5644","title":{"rendered":"My Spicy Little Life"},"content":{"rendered":"

You know how they say variety is the spice of life?  Well, yesterday I had a moment where I just sat and thought about how lucky I am to be where I am, with the people I\u2019m with, doing the things I do.<\/p>\n

So often I feel like my life is a complete bore compared to other people I know.  Due to the circumstances of the timing of my move and the intense reaction I had, building a career didn\u2019t really happen.  I planned on being a stay at home mom, but then the mom thing didn\u2019t happen which triggered an equally intense reaction.  It took me a long time to accept that my life wasn\u2019t going to turn out the way I imagined it would in Canada.<\/p>\n

I think it\u2019s natural to feel like our lives are boring when compared with other people who live in different places and are having different experiences.  When I go back to Canada and talk to people who are living the lives I used to wish I did, I sometimes sit there a little shocked when they tell me how jealous they are that get to go the places and see things that they never have or maybe never will, and how exciting they imagine my life to be.<\/p>\n

Wait, what?<\/p>\n

Usually I\u2019ll correct them and tell them that it\u2019s really not as exciting as it seems, that I spend most of my time lost and arsing around wasting time.  I\u2019m not really a world travelling jet setter, I just play one on Facebook!<\/p>\n

Seriously though, have you ever had one of those moments where reality hits you smack in the face? I\u2019ve had it loads of times, but in more unpleasant ways\u2026 like when my doctor told me I was too fat and to lose weight (ok he was right, but I still hated him for a bit for that kick in the ass).<\/p>\n

My latest one was a good one though, a dose of reality that made me smile.<\/p>\n

Yesterday I went out for a coffee morning with friends.  There were people there I knew as well as some I hadn\u2019t met before.  I had a really good time chatting with all the ladies and at one point when everyone was sitting around me talking, I had a quiet moment with my own thoughts.<\/p>\n

I stopped for a moment, looked around and it hit me\u2026 just how FUCKING COOL it is to live here!  Honestly!<\/p>\n

One of the things I always loved about home was the familiarity.  That the people were just like me and grew up with the same experiences, spoke the same languages and could really get me.<\/p>\n

Here\u2019s the thing though, while there is a comfort that comes along with that, which I\u2019ll probably always love, what do you really learn from it?  How did I not get bored with the lack<\/em> of real variety in the people I was spending time with?   Sure, we\u2019d maybe have different hobbies or go different places on holiday, but when it all came down, we were all somewhat cut from the same cloth.<\/p>\n

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying that people back home are boring or there is anything wrong with them.  That’s not what I mean.  What I’m trying to say is that in such a small community, we all grew up in the same place, went to the same schools and knew the same people.  We shared the same culture, language and overall life experiences.  So in that sense, we were all generally living the same life.<\/p>\n

\"multicultural\"<\/a> As I looked around me yesterday, I realized that there was really nobody there who was just like me,<\/em> and that wasn\u2019t a bad thing.  There were people I had a lot in common with that I really like, but they were all different.  There were ladies from India, Germany, Canada, USA, Belgium, Denmark, etc who have all had different life experiences that eventually brought them to the Netherlands.<\/p>\n

One of the girls is planning an Indian Culture Night during Diwali<\/a> to celebrate her New Year and give everyone else a glimpse into her world.  They are all planning a night out at an African Restaurant to see what that is like (I won\u2019t be attending as I\u2019m still a little iffy about dinging out while on the new diet, but I still think it\u2019s such a cool idea). I learned that there is an actual Santa Claus in Finland, with a proper Santa\u2019s Village and everything!<\/p>\n

\u2026 and I totally want to go there!!  Another reason why having a kid would be handy<\/a>.  I mean, who wants to be the creepy childless couple trolling around Santa’s Village.<\/p>\n

Anyway, I came home yesterday in a fantastic mood, because it was one of many experiences lately that make me truly appreciate where I am in life right now.  Those people are right, my life IS exciting because I\u2019m having new experiences all the time. Experiences that I may have never had if I hadn\u2019t taken the leap of faith and come here to live.<\/p>\n

I used to be intimidated and insecure around people who were so different from me, who had so much more world experience. I\u2019m glad that I\u2019ve learned to embrace them and learn from them because it\u2019s makes life so much more interesting.<\/p>\n

I am never going to refer to my life as boring again.  If I am bored, I\u2019m not trying hard enough, because I really do have the world at my fingertips here.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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